Tucing Buncit Says....

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

That's The Reason Why...

Well, some of you guessed the reason I was on sick leave for 5 weeks. And some of you were probably right.

I did suffer another miscarriage. And just as before, the doctor couldn't explain why.

But unlike the previous time (which was about 6 mths ago), I am not depressed, Alhamdulillah. In fact, I understand it better now. It was just not meant to be. Not yet, anyway.

A lot of things are happening in my life at the moment, and perhaps, the arrival of a baby will only make my life more complicated. Allah knows best.

I'm thankful that God gave me enough patience to accept this loss, and the strength to understand.

I was of course sad, but everything, be it good or bad, happens for a reason. I believe that now.

I just have to learn to be more grateful for what I do have in my life, right here, right now.

Alhamdulillahi rabbil 'alamin - All the praises and thanks be to Allah, Lord of the Alamin (mankind, jinn and all that exists).

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